
IS THIS YOU?
You're waking up exhausted. You push through the day, getting things done, but never feeling like you’re actually getting ahead. No matter how much you grind, you always feel behind.
Slowing down makes you feel guilty. Rest feels like laziness. Every spare moment gets filled with work, distractions, or doing things for other people.
You feel like something is missing. But you have no time to figure out what that “thing “actually is.
What if the problem isn’t what you’re doing, but how you’re doing it?
The Journey that shaped my Mission
I know what it’s like to feel stuck. I lost everything chasing success the wrong way.
At 15 years old, I was diagnosed with a life-threatening tumor. It turned my world upside down.
After 10 surgeries, the tumor was gone—but the trauma stayed.
I was prescribed painkillers… and I got hooked.
I spent years numbing myself instead of healing.
After going to rehab, I joined the Marine Corps Reserves.
I told myself if I could push my body and mind to the limit, I’d prove I was strong enough to handle anything.
And in a way, it worked. I learned discipline, resilience, and how to push through pain.
Chasing success became my new addiction.
I entered the corporate world and moved up fast. Promotions, leadership roles, making more money than ever—on paper, I had it all.
But behind the scenes? I was drowning. My entire self-worth was tied to my work. I ran on caffeine, stimulants, and sheer willpower. I was burning out, but I convinced myself that slowing down wasn’t an option.
Eventually, I had nothing left. Exhausted, overstimulated, and completely disconnected from myself, I quit my job because I couldn’t keep going.
I hit rock bottom, and I lost everything.
In my darkest moment, I was seconds away from a decision I could never take back…a decision to end my life.
Before I followed through, I heard a voice in my head that said:
“Do not end your life before you know what it’s like to actually live it.”
It stopped me cold. I realized I had spent my entire life surviving. Fighting. Pushing. Proving.
All to build a life that never felt like mine.
That was the moment I made a choice.
I decided I wasn’t going to just survive. I was going to live.
And that’s when everything changed.